Hmmm. its a little rough

ok. so ive been seeing this girl for about a month or more... we hung out pretty much 3-4 times per week, went and did a whole bunch of activities together, fun and adventurous... i knew she had a long travel coming up (about a month) so knowing myself i asked her where things are going with us and if we should be exclusive or not, then she says why did i ask her before she was going away and she says what if i wanna make out with someone and i say obviously i wouldn't like that...and she says if i can wait till she comes back, , another week goes by and we again hang out like crazy and pretty much spent the entire week together before she went away.. even drove her to the airport..



before she leaves she says a lot of stuff changed for me in the last week, emotionally.. and same for me..



so she goes, and we've been texting everyday pretty much and she sends me pictures on a daily basis of her trip and stuff...



the thing that bugs me is that she mentioned during the beginning of the relationship that her and her best friend used to sleep together, (both girls) lol now youre thinking oh thats awesome... but its not,, now i gotta worry about men and women! ha.. anyways so now im not sure if her best friend is the one that she went travelling with or if its a different one...



and if i should reserve myself... not sure if shes reserving herself.. she pretty much tells me everything but who knows if she would tell me everything...

any thoughts? am i being a baby... or what